I feel weird about my leaving.
A bunch of my friends are leaving around the same time as me to go away to school.
I want to have a going away party for me. I'm not planning it Rosalie is but I feel guilty about it.
It's because two of my close friends are also moving away.
Which for some unknown reason it makes me REALLY depressed.
I'm not even going to be here but I still feel sad that they are moving away.

It actually worries me more then anything that my two best friends will not be here when I return.
I will be more alone when I return then when I was away.