TANNED GODDESS

I bought my first two piece bathing suit today
After losing 10 pounds.

I feel great and I think if I lose some more I'll feel fantastic in them.
I bought TWO!

I am nothing but a fixture in this workplace

I'm worth nothing here.
I need to quit this job
It's getting harder and harder to remind myself that all this money I am earning is for Florida.
oh god...oh god...oh god.

I'm trying not to cry at work but it's getting really hard.

Everyone paid for in advance and ordered dinners and nobody bothered to ask me. Which firstly made me upset and nobody even said anything about it.Literally EVERYONE but me got them.

Here's the kicker as I was eating my lunch everyone started coming in to eat their dinners and I was forced out for space.

I didn't even get to eat my own dinner.

So now when everyone else is finished I'll go back in and eat my dinner alone just like I do every day.

Ontop of that I still have nothing to do.
Nobody gives me work to do.
I feel so worthless.

Aaron is busy at work and my cellphone is dead so I have nobody to call to talk to.

Countdown Clock

I promise the closer it gets to my depart date the more interesting these will become. I have yet to even tell people about it so I'm not to worried. I think this is just for my record now. :P

Other than my Broham James.

We made a countdown clock at work!

It's counting down the days until I leave!

Can you believe that? I'm almost at 100 days and something tells me once I break that it'll go much faster.

EEEEEEE

I've been writing more in my other blog my private one if you'd like to look at that.
trac54.blogspot.com
I've been complaining lots about my current job.
Today I just hate it.

I'm going to try as hard as possible to go to Las Vegas and New York next year.

Perhaps once I finish my program in Disney.
These are the two places I want to go to really bad.

I'm moving to somewhere where DREAMS COME TRUE.
There are people that dream and wish to go where I am going.
I am MOVING to this place.
LIVING someones dream?

My life will become a dream.
AHHHHHHHHH