My bun

Aaron and I spent a night apart the day before yesterday.
I slept in Blake town (which was around 1.5 hours away)

He told me yesterday that he had a really hard night and was quite upset about me leaving. He said he was doing a really good job up until then. Unfortunately it makes me more upset knowing that he is upset. I know that he knows that because he told me he wasn't going to tell me.

I'm at 5 weeks today
5 weeks until I move away.
It's getting more and more exciting but at the same time more and more scary.
Time is going MUCH faster now.

I have not been running lately.
I should be.
I need to start up again.

Ideas for us.

So 46 days today.
I've been spending time thinking about ways for me and Aaron to stay close.
I starting thinking about maybe keeping a private blog between the two of us for the days we can't really talk. Perhaps we could promise to write in it at least once a day.

I think it would be really special to look back on and the excitment behind waiting for a new message would be great.

I'm going to call him in a minute to see what he thinks.

50 DAYS!

50 DAYS!
50 DAYS!

To celebrate today, I am working 13hours straight!
ughh I hate life.

I only have 6 work days, counting today, left until I'm finished here at Mazda.
Thank god.
The weekly pay cheque will be missed but the time spent here will not.

Enjoy your day!
I hope I will.

I feel the same way I did on the 22nd of Feb

I'm so excited right now I honestly could throw up.
I mean it.

My friend Jenn had her first day yesterday and reading her blog made me so excited!
Jenn, honestly I cannot wait to give you the biggest hug possible.

I'm so glad I've met so many people before I leave.
I'm almost down to 50 days.
This is just wild.

oh god. I hope I'm not the only one.

Is it wrong that I'm hoping that there is a "red carpet" event that I can try to attend for High School Musical 3?

I think it is bothersome.
I can't help it. I'd love to meet Troy.
Oh man, I'm crazy.

I looked online at some concerts. Coldplay is playing while I'm there. I wonder if id like to go see them. Joe Satriani is playing on Halloween in downtown Disney. THAT would be cool

Goodbye Penney Mazda! Well almost.

So Friday I put in my two weeks notice at Penney Mazda.
The best part... I wrote it AT work, PRINTED it at work and handed it in.
The only hard part now is the next 10 work days.

I've started to hate the building just like I did with MUN and Canadian Tire.
I just can't stand being here.

My allergies are killing me lately too. uggghh

I'm at 54 days today.
11 days until my birthday.

Myself and Aaron are taking a vacation together for a week. Our friends are getting married in Nova Scotia so from August 6th-13th we're going to travel around our beautiful province along with the weekend we're flying to Halifax for the wedding in Kentville then going back to Halifax for an evening and the day. I'm very excited.

I'm hoping the month of August is going to be fantastic.
I'm sure it will be for even the simple fact that I will be working a whole lot less.

Health Insurance

I have my health insurance figured out!
I am going with Bluecross for one full year for $660
They cover me up to 5 million dollars.
I am able to come home for visits without losing my insurance (as long as they are no more then a week)

Bluecross has "preferred associates" that I will see.
Basically I call the number on the back of my card when I get there and they tell me the doctors and hospitals that I can go to.
The also pay the bill for me. So when I am going into see a doctor or if something happened I just give them a call before I leave (or someone else if I can't talk) and they will "be prepared to pay the bill"

Thank the lord.
This is the one thing I was worried about and the last thing I was worried about.
So! Now I pretty much have everything settled away for when I leave.

All I need to lots of money hahah.

It's 59 days until I leave.
That's wild.
When I started this countdown it was 218 days.

There is also only 16 days until my 21st birthday.
Wild

So I pipped off work today.

I decided to take today off because it's nice out.
I'm losing $80 because of it.
But I need a break.

I'm at MUN right now with Aaron while he works on something. Then we are going to blue cross so I can get my health insurance figured out. I will post all that fun stuff soon.

My plan for today is to put a blanket outside
-finish my book
-listen to Sundays ITM
-enjoy the heat

I was worried that I would never enjoy a Newfoundland summers day before I left.
I think I may today.
Fingers crossed.

My good friend is getting married in less then a month. I need to write a speech and buy a dress. :S

I'll update with all my health insurance soon.

Weight loss and warm weather

We finally have WARM weather.
It's 25 degrees out but it feels about 29.
It's beautiful.

Yet I really don't have a HUGH appreciation for it knowing that I will be leaving soon.
64 days today. I don't want to wish away my summer but I can't help it.

I've been continuing to run. I'm getting back into my excitement for it.
I had stopped but then I just starting wishing that I could lose more weight.
It seems like the more I lose the less attractive I feel? I don't know how that works.
I just want people to notice.

The sun makes me feel great.
Maybe I'll even go for a run outside today instead of inside.

I really can't wait to leave.
I can't wait for independence.
But at the same time...I know I'll miss Aaron.
I really hope that it'll work out. I know I'll have a bunch of great friends to help me through it.