So I pipped off work today.

I decided to take today off because it's nice out.
I'm losing $80 because of it.
But I need a break.

I'm at MUN right now with Aaron while he works on something. Then we are going to blue cross so I can get my health insurance figured out. I will post all that fun stuff soon.

My plan for today is to put a blanket outside
-finish my book
-listen to Sundays ITM
-enjoy the heat

I was worried that I would never enjoy a Newfoundland summers day before I left.
I think I may today.
Fingers crossed.

My good friend is getting married in less then a month. I need to write a speech and buy a dress. :S

I'll update with all my health insurance soon.

Weight loss and warm weather

We finally have WARM weather.
It's 25 degrees out but it feels about 29.
It's beautiful.

Yet I really don't have a HUGH appreciation for it knowing that I will be leaving soon.
64 days today. I don't want to wish away my summer but I can't help it.

I've been continuing to run. I'm getting back into my excitement for it.
I had stopped but then I just starting wishing that I could lose more weight.
It seems like the more I lose the less attractive I feel? I don't know how that works.
I just want people to notice.

The sun makes me feel great.
Maybe I'll even go for a run outside today instead of inside.

I really can't wait to leave.
I can't wait for independence.
But at the same time...I know I'll miss Aaron.
I really hope that it'll work out. I know I'll have a bunch of great friends to help me through it.

Tracey Elias Brown

Yeah, I'm being pulled in already.

I've been catching myself talking and reading and doing everything Disney.

I have to keep my lips shut sometimes because I am worried that people are bothered by my obsessive personality when it comes to this job.

I'm just so excited.

I'm currently ready a teen novel called "The Kingdom Keepers: Disney After Dark"

I am really enjoying it and am trying my hardest not to finish it because I don't want it to end.

But! As I am doing a little bit of research on something I had read in the book I find a Kingdom Keepers Two! "The Kingdom Keepers: Disney After Dawn" Apparently it's all about Animal Kingdom. It's slated to come out late August. Perhaps a plane book for me?

I also saw WALL-E on opening night.
It was perfect.

After that I rented the game.

Finished the game.

Then yesterday purchased a stuffed WALL-E and EVE

He's just so darn cute.

GIVE ME MONEY

I don't think I'll be able to pay off my debt before I leave.
I have ~1800 left.
If I can sell those BSB tickets soon that's an extra $200
Maybe I can start selling things I own.
I really don't want it to come down to that but I have no money.

I'm working two jobs.
It's not paying off my bills as fast as I need it to.
This blows.

Perhaps I'll try to send money home to pay off bills.
That could work.
But I will be poor in Florida then.
Which seems worse.

I feel weird about my leaving.
A bunch of my friends are leaving around the same time as me to go away to school.
I want to have a going away party for me. I'm not planning it Rosalie is but I feel guilty about it.
It's because two of my close friends are also moving away.
Which for some unknown reason it makes me REALLY depressed.
I'm not even going to be here but I still feel sad that they are moving away.

It actually worries me more then anything that my two best friends will not be here when I return.
I will be more alone when I return then when I was away.

Poor Walter. Poor Poor Walter

I purchased space bags today.
And Canadian P.J pants and boxers.
I tried out the space bags


This is not for the faint of heart :(

But I still love him anyway :)

A personal Goal

I've also committed myself to running a 5K in January and perhaps a half marathon in march. The 5K is a 100%. So far myself and james are doing theCircle of Life 5K

I'm starting to train today with doing the couch to 5K program.
I am 100% excited about this.
I bought running shorts today now all i need is a good sports bra.

I want to place high in this.