Doing better. First set of photos.

Alright so I'm better now.
I had a REALLY hard night. I ended up calling Misty at 1:30am to see if she was still awake and I went over to her and David's room (which I didn't like doing cause I know I'd be bugged if someone did that to me) and I slept in the bed in there room with them.

I was so lonely and needed someone to calm me down.

I'm alright now though, I spoke to Aaron this morning and we're heading out to get my cellphone today at Virgin.

Here's some photos from the past few days :)

My Cousin Heather and Me being Crazy

David makes me look so white. Us being hot.

Beautiful Heather and Holly

Yeah, they're normal?

Misty and I with our "Bone Daiquiris"

David won a POOH BEAR!

Heather being Awesome

Yager Bombs

Myself and Misty

Yeah, I was playing the hick last night!

It's starting to get hard already.

I'm scared
I'm lonely.

I don't know if it's something that's only really happening cause I just got here or if it's just at night but I needed to get out of the room just now.

I'm sitting on the stairs outside trying to get an internet connection in hopes of talking to someone from home.

I keep fantasizing about going home and being with Aaron and everyone.
I'm trying not to cry but I am really lonely.

I just had such a great day today with Greg and Pop and everyone but just when it gets late at night and everyone is asleep I just get so upset. I want to call Aaron but it's way to late. I know it is but I just want to talk to someone from home.

Nobody is on MSN.
Hopefully I'll be able to get to sleep and that tomorrow will come soon.
I miss having a hand to hold :(

I'm a stupid mess

I'm in Florida!

Do I have to leave you?

I am so physically sick.
I woke up about 10 minutes ago and all I could think about was the fact that I was going.
I leave in 15hours.

I'm really trying not to vomit.

It's the kind of feeling like you know you did AWESOME on a exam but you are still really worried about it? If that makes any sense.

Oh god.

More boring planning stuff.

So I'm leaving in 2 days.
I have my main luggage packed (I HAVE SO MUCH CLOTHES)
But since I have pretty much my whole wardrobe I realised I can just donate whatever is left because clearly if I'm not taking it, it's not worth a whole lot to me (other then my winter clothes)

I have less space then I thought I had so I'm definitely going to be paying extra for the weight.
I weighed my main piece when I had MOST of my clothes and it was 55pounds. But I realised that my third piece of luggage is too small. :(

We have the hotel booked for the first three days.
Or at least my Grandfather does. (I'm happy because it has a pool!)
Now that I've said that I sound so stupid because I'm sure EVERY hotel has a pool.
I'm a loser and completely forgot where I was going.

It's only 1.5miles away from Disney.
And 8 miles away from where I will live!

I also have all of my paperwork scanned and printed so I have TWO copies of everything.
I have ~$900 to take with me.
So I'll completely be safe with paying my rent at first and getting my work shoes, food and a TV hopefully.

Either way, I'm just writing this just because.
I promise this will be 100% more interesting once I get there.

I'm almost 100% ready

So I'm on the cusp of 3 days and I'm actually getting REALLY excited.

I screamed in the car today by myself. It was a great feeling.

I was singing "Happy Little Working Song"

and I just got WAY to excited.

I'm going to miss everyone but I think I'm starting to explode

oooii veeeyy

4 days...does that mean I have to start packing?